I'm not sure how to begin this blog, I don't have as much to say, but I feel like this kind of outlet would be useful. I find that at Silh0uette, many people have been busy with school and of course, cannot commit their time as readily. I don't know why - but I still have two exams left and I find myself drawn to the place. I miss it so much. I guess it's only natural to have this kind of attachment, but honestly, it's dangerous when I still have two exams left! Though, it's really nice to be in that kind of environment, again... But I don't know how to explain it. I've been told that when I talk on Silh0uette, I sound fake? Is it so true? All I can say is that at Silh0uette, I'm constantly happy. It seems that friends you meet on the internet are always so welcoming; I've never argued with a friend I've met through any forum or whatnot. Maybe it's the distance - that provides a sense of comfort? I'm not even sure... All I know is, I'm happy to be back. And I'm sorry if I sound fake, but I mean what I say in sincerity...
- So, in essence, I've been feeling kind of down, as of late.
- In addition to that, puffy eyes and overall groggy feeling just completes it.
- Mum cut me a straight fringe, yesterday. According to mum, I look extremely Korean, now.
- It's been one week since I got the goats. And I still call them little one/big one.
- My Chemistry exam's on the 12th of November. I honestly want to study but have no motivation.
- It's been way too hot, lately. I miss winter, bad.
- I miss my friends. I miss a lot of things - but most of all, I miss company...
- Minhwan's birthday is on the 11th, of course. Pepero Day. I wish I could celebrate with him; got to study! Come on.
- Mum brought home these flavoured nuts, yesterday. They're really odd, but kind of addicting.
- "만만하니" is starting to grow on me, despite the complete change in genre, by U-KISS?
- Furthermore, I declare Eli the "pretty boy" of the group - though he's not my type, at all, you just kind of know...
- It seems that I never like the "pretty boy" in any group. I've always been told that I have odd taste.
- Coin slot eyes? Gosh, I miss Esther Chun. It's weird to admit since I haven't spoken to her for like two years.
- I'm amazed that my dot-points are working out, maybe I should blog like this more often?
- I don't think I actually have much to say, but I'm trying to pull something together for this blog...
- Oh, how could I get away without mentioning "SIGN." I want four fans; and I want the girls' signatures.
- It's the first time I've felt like that about any group - I haven't even been desperate for FT/SuJu's signatures...
- Speaking of which, Benjamin bought me drumsticks with Minhwan's signature on them...
- But they never sent them to him - and he lost his money. I felt so bad. The thought still makes a good birthday present. <3
- I hope he's doing well for his Methods exam, right now. >< All the best to my friends with their exams!
- I really don't have much to say, but I'm starting to feel like f(x) are the female SHINee. I just like them better, though.
- It feels like there's way too many groups for me to keep up with, now. ._. But I can't wait to purchase albums and such!
- Of course, downloading is a no-no, but we all do it anyway, huh...
- Actually, my Media teacher, Mr. Isma, buys ALL his CD's. I admire that. He's pretty cool.
- I really don't have much to say, at all. This was Cyndi - over and out...